Swollen eye and feeling unmotivated

Hello, it has been long time ago that I don’t write into this blog. I have written some, but I didn’t post it. Writing is fun. It is one of ways to me to balance my feeling or release the stresses. I mean, my not posted writing is emotional and it seems privacy. But, maybe I will post it later. :p

When you are asking my circumstance, I am not good for sure. Besides my eye is swollen, I feel unmotivated to my lecturing nowadays. Let me explain it one by one. Since I view appearance as an important part to be concerned, this swollen eye triggers me to feel discomfort. Its feeling influences my behavior. I just want to close my eyes, I mean having more sleep. Sometimes it is hard to open this eye. Umm, actually it should not be impactful, but it is hard. :(

Well, let’s concerning to my lecture. I wrote that I feel unmotivated to my lecturing. After I had had a deeply conversation with my friends, I defined my problem is because I don’t have specific goals to this term. Fortunately, it has just already two weeks begun. So, I have time to make it soon. I have done my tasks well although I felt not enthusiastic. As an emotional person, I feel better if I do my responsibilities passionately. Probably, it means that I should not become emotionally intense in all things.

Strategy, I think it is urgent for me to write down it then obey the strategies. I mind the steps. It starts from what subjects that I take and then choose appropriate behavior to accomplish the goal. Is it complex? People have their own way to think, right? But, I hope that I consider the effectiveness and efficiency. Seems I have to follow training about time or task management. 

I think this is the end of this writing. Thanks for reading. If you have comment or feedback to help me making the strategies, please share it. See you :)